Personal Reflections on Distance and Conflict from an Iranian Writer in Turkey

An Iranian writer currently residing in Turkey shares intimate reflections on the emotional and psychological impacts of the ongoing conflict involving Iran. The writer describes daily struggles with nightmares and a sense of displacement, noting an inability to locate Iran on a digital map and concerns over safety due to reported attacks, such as on the Bushehr nuclear facility. Communication with family in Iran is strained, with the writer feeling unable to express true feelings through Iranian messaging services due to political constraints. The narrative touches on themes of family loyalty, the personal toll of war, and the blending of personal and political realms, as the writer seeks solace in nature and music, including songs by Afghan artist Ghoogha Tabaan. The account is presented as a personal letter, highlighting the human experience amid geopolitical tensions.